as each day comes on I can feel the mania crash get worse an worse. I don’t know if I can keep doing this over an over

I wanna be a stand up comedian. I know it’s hard but I feel like im made for it. Im bi polar, I have a minor drug problem, my life is awkward, and I’ve been in an out of the mental hospitable.

cokeflow:

Bored ft. horny

(Source: driveway)

most people i know imagine and day dream about their weddings I often find myself picturing my funeral 

I think it’s safe to say I’m almost at the point I was at before I went into the hospitable.